Thaddeus Howze

Episode 14: Fatherly Expectations vs Autism with Thaddeus Howze

Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | Android | Email | Google Podcasts | Stitcher | TuneIn | Spotify | RSS | MoreDon’t for get to subscribe!  Find all our episodes at www.wrongbefore.com The I’ve Been Wrong Before Podcast Episode 14: Fatherly expectations vs Autism Guest: Thaddeus Howze Sponsored by: Blubrry Podcasting – Launch your Podcast the Blubrry Way Thaddeus Howze’s had a lot of hopes and dreams for his son. When his son was diagnosed with severe Autism at the age of two those hopes and dreams were radically altered. The doctors said his son should be[…]

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Anjie Furian

Episode 13 – Neurodivergent ADHD with Anjie Furian

Podcast: Play in new window | DownloadSubscribe: Apple Podcasts | Android | Email | Google Podcasts | Stitcher | TuneIn | Spotify | RSS | MoreDon’t for get to subscribe and find all our episodes at www.wrongbefore.com Episode 13 – Neurodivergent ADHD with guest Anjie Furian Sponsored by: Blubrry Podcasting – Launch your Podcast the Blubrry Way In this episode our very own sound engineer Anjie Furian steps up to the mic for an interview for the show. Anjie is was recently diagnosed with ADHD and that diagnoses has changed her life. We talk about what she had wrong about ADHD[…]

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I’ve Been Wrong Before

So I started a podcast. I’ve wanted to do a podcast for a while but had just dreamed about doing it.  So how did I go from dreaming to doing? I’ve blogged on and off since 2001 on various platforms from LiveJournal to my own website to WordPress. I’ve written stories for fun since I was in kindergarten. My fiction has ranged from good to horrible to porn to romance to science fiction. I tried a little writing for a friend that was making a comic book and discovered that I don’t appreciate the art of the graphic novel enough[…]

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4 Am

Me; zzzzzzzzzz My Brain: hey wake up! Me: wha? Why? *checks time* Brain! Its 4am! Wtf? We have a busy day ahead. We need to sleep. We got to bed late and this is way too early to get up. Go back to sleep. My Brain: valid points and well argued! Kudos! But we need to think about everything we are doing on Saturday plus like 90 other things! Plus remember that one time… Me: Brain! Stop! No! Go back to sleep! My Brain: but what about this? Or this? Or this!? Oh oh and Money! We need to think[…]

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Occasionally I worry

There are times I wonder about the decisions I make.  Fairly often I go with what my gut tells me would be great fun.  The less time between that decision and the action of follow through the better because when I have time to reconsider I have a tendency to worry or over plan or just plain over think all of the reasons my choice was a dumb idea.  The farther out the time between the decision and the action the worse it gets. Right now I am seriously rethinking my decision to go on a road trip with my[…]

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Oh there you are!

Almost a year a go I started a 6th month course of Prozac because I was suffering from a sever bout of depression. It was a low does and I monitored my emotions to double check that it was working. After a month I can say I felt like it was working. At three months it definitively was working.  At 6 months I started the step down process while maintaining vigil on my emotions. Once off Prozac I confirmed I was stabilized and did not slip back into depression.  Yay! Because I continually monitor my emotions I have a way[…]

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I Didn’t have a name for it (Part 1)

I didn’t have a name for it I didn’t grow up gay. Yes I know now that I was gay back then but I had repressed my feelings so much that I didn’t have a name for what I was. I Wasn’t like those others. I rejected the very idea that I could be gay. It’s not any one person’s fault. I was a product of my environment. I was a product of the cultural programming I experienced. I’ve had conversations with my family since coming out. They’ve expressed how hurt they were that I didn’t feel like I could[…]

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